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Posted on: Wednesday, June 8 @ 6:56 PM
Yosu!!~Herro.
So this blog is slowly dying. I'm tumbling more. xDD Nom likes that term. Tumbling. yer. Tumblr. hmm. i rant there because i talk about her.
oh what the hell.
from my tumblr.
Why do I hate you so much? Why did you have to do this to me? Shut up if you think I’m just ranting about stupid poo things. Just go to a different post.
Here. We both know we didn’t want to end this way. But why do you have to make it so difficult to live in the same world as you.
Look. Yes. I know. 6 breakups. Why. Because either one of us couldn’t keep it together or both of us didn’t try. But when one of us couldn’t take it anymore the other was able to convince the other to stay. Now that it’s over. Gah. I don’t understand.
Okay after the 5th stuff happened, but what was crap, I couldn’t stop thinking about you. ‘oh poo she liked that. She uses to. She always wanted. I always wanted to do this with her.’ yeah. I went out with one of your best friends. Thank buddha you didn’t know. We didn’t last long. Because she wasnt ready for a relationship. And frankly, I was still hungover you.
Now I’m with someone else. And I’m happy. And I’ve wanted to befriend you. Just friends and maybe good friends again. We got onto a good start. But me being a pioneer screwed it up. Then I tried apologising. And this is what I don’t get. You starting being nice to me again. I thought we restarted. But as soon as I turn around, you ignore me. I just want to say hi and have a hi back. A good luck on your exams and I know you heard me. You just keep walking.
Your stupid face. The laugh I once thought cute, sounds worse than my arse when I’m taking a dump after I’ve drunk a litre of milk. Oh yeah. Lactose intolerant.
It didn’t have to be this way. Now I hate you. Oh how rarely I hate people. I’ve never wanted to hate you. Yeah. Screw you. Go do someone else. Go fall in love. And I hope he does what you’re doing to me. And then will you look back at me and feel lament. Then try and say sorry. Cos by then your heart will be so sore you won’t be able to breathe. Then will feel it. Will you try to be nice. Will you want to be friends. Haha. You keep saying you’ll die a lonely woman who raises cats. I hope you die old. So then you get to see all your loved ones and biffles die. And then you get to count your days to live.
on a better note.
that was at like 11 something. i feel okay now.
trying to concentrate on chem.
Lol. No one readddddsss. because no one is interesteedddddddd.
LALALALALALALALA. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. BOOO RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
This is stupid. Danielle. Why?
hm.
well. I wish i hadnt screwed up our relationship. maybe we'd still be together. maybe we'd still be friends. Maybe, just maybe.
Well back to studying.
HAHA. Adrian's a drummer with no drums or legit drumsticks. because he's stupid. weeeeeeeee. wow so emo for..
yeah. i want to sing. i want to scream. gah. i feel so restricted. i want a hug. seriously. sometimes i wish i was a girl. i could go and give hugs andd actually recieve them. lol a guy who guys people is either a massive flirt or he's gay. weeeeeeee. Feelings = hurt. aahahahah. yayyyy. weee waddup guys who read. no one. ahahahaha.
long post. about what? nothing. Yes. Nothing. Your so cold 'friendship' is nothing.
I'm sorry nom, for saying all this.
Tuan i want to dnm again. ZOMG
FK. ANYONE UP FOR A SLEEP OVER? AHAHAHA. no because guys think it's gay for guys to sleep over at guy's houses. play games and eat and sleep. it's so gay.
I wish i had a twin, who had a similar personality. I WISH I HAD SOMEONE CLOSE. who is close to me. lol i always end up falling for them. stupid. i need someone who i dont fall for and will be close to me. yes adrian has lots of problems.
and what's best? My father wont allow me to go to a counceller. Great. now what.
he thinks it's a failure to go to a counceller.
GAH. Why am i feeling sorry for myself. I'm such a woman.
Guess what danielle. I'ma give you the rest of this week to notice or fking do something, because after this week. to hell with whatever. you dont try? laters. it's just going to be fking rant on and on. i'm going to hate you. Cos i'm fking ready to hate. fk it. Whatever. you fking ignore me. i dont give a shit. dont say i didnt try. Dont fking say shit about me. because guess what. You think you're so great? fk you. i dont get what my feelings are doing. i dont get any of this SHIT. to think i once loved you. to think that i trusted you. it's funny. how i actually truely loved you. i was so stupid. literally willing to do anything for you. i think what hurt me the most was you always doubtedd my love. lol. it's stupid. i feel that ti's a guys weakness to say love... o.O yeah. i mean at this level. yeah. but eayh. xDD now you can go do whatever. anyways. bye me. because it's only me who read my blog. lol yeah. i read over my own blog. yeah. isnt that cool. whatever. fk you adrian, fk you andy.
I shall go.
Byeops.
imissyou.