you said that you loved me.

grawrrr.

Posted on: Tuesday, April 12 @ 8:39 PM

Yosu!!~

Herro.

havent blogged in a while. probs because my life is boring and the only reason i blog in hope for someone to read it and understand me.

I had a dream today, in maths yes. It was about someone getting bullied and i couldnt do anything about it, then i had to get councelled.

welp time to do things like this again. yay.

[ZERO] Your ex texted you and wanted you back, would you take them back?
— I would have.

[ONE] Has anyone told you “Forever and ever” then left?
— YEP. Sokay.

[TWO] Your relationship status?
— On facebook it's in a relationship with SIMMON THE SEX.

[THREE] Where did you meet your crush(s)?
— my crushes? bro. how many?

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
— Yerrrr.

[FIVE] Do you smoke weed regularly?
— Nooooope.

[SIX] Think back to the beginning of 2011, are you still dating the same person?
— No. I wasnt dating anyone then.

[SEVEN] Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
— The wouldnt be mad. They just hated my massive outbursts of irrational behaviour.

[EIGHT] When was the last time you really laughed?
— I forget.

[NINE] Something’s wrong, first guy you turn too?
— Gab.

[TEN] First girl you’d go too?
— wow. i cant think of a girl. i hate to burden people.

[ELEVEN] Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
— Always a few. i tihnk.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
— Angry? No actually, I no longer hate him. xDD I try to be nice.

[THIRTEEN] What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
— ermm Space.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried really hard?
— When i read the mom thingo. xDD I cried so hard. MAN.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
— porbably 5 people i would do anything for. except get aids and that.

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 mins on the phone?
— nom.

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
— At the moment? Losing you - Dead By April

[NINETEEN] Do you like Red Bull?
— Never drank it. Long term, it's bad for guys cos it reduces sperm count.

[TWENTY] How many people can you tell just about everything to?
— everything? 3? ... 4?

[TWENTY-ONE] Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
— Once.

[TWENTY-TWO] Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
— Bernett? Yeah. He does mean a lot.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe yourself in one word?
— Inferior.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
— I dont think so. Pretty sure.

[TWENTY SIX] Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
— Yerrr. wait cousin.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you rebound?
— Yes. It's bad i know.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Ever cheated on someone?
— No.

[TWENTY-NINE] What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
— I'd ask them why.

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
— A little.

[THIRTY-ONE] Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
— My dad's. Yerrr.

[THIRTY-TWO] Is it hard to make you laugh?
— To laugh a little? no. To laugh hard? No. LOL. xDD

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
— Mad? Myself.

[THIRTY-FOUR] Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
— I hope not. I believe she's strong enough to be by herself or find someone else and someone who isnt like me, but better. xDD

[THIRTY-FIVE] Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
— yeshhh.

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
— Nope.

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Would you like to put a night on repeat, and live it forever?
— Yes. Yes. very very very much.

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
— I wish i did. xDD Anyone?

[THIRTY-NINE] Is your best friend a slut?
— I doont think they can be, they're guys.

[FORTY] Is hard drugs a turn off?
— Hard drugs? like Viagra? or hard like .. crack..

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
— Pros and Cons

[FORTY-THREE] Are you still in love with your ex??
— I dont think i am. My feelings for her are ._.

[FORTY-FOUR] Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
— other person. No.

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
— A few times.

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
— I'm sorry and yes.

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
— Me.

[FORTY-EIGHT] Where is your best friend?
— Working, Studying or sleeping.

[FORTY-NINE] Something your happy about?
— My Shoes.

[FIFTY] How is your heart lately?
— Beating. It doesnt have spasms lately. That's good. Dont need to get it checked again.

xDD.
I shall go.

Byeops.

imissyou.

This is poo.

Posted on: Monday, April 4 @ 6:54 PM

Yosu!!~

Herro.


Grawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
To think i dont feel shit already. she doesnt think i feel bad. texting the girl i want afterwards? telling her the good news? really? Texting the woman i love. My mum. how did i know this would happen. i thought i could take it. that's it. you know what i dont like. assumptions. enough with this. i feel poo already. i need something to cheer me up. Bio assignment, Maths Assignment, and my dreaded subject. Maths C. Ew. Maths C is so stupid. gah. it makes me feel gah. brain = implode. Bernett. cant seem to get anything out of you irl. so Can you at the least, tell me? I dont get anything. If you're trying to tell me something, i dont understand. My gawd. Pooness started from Saturday. This is poo. Should have changed schools. I'm hating high school right now. Why am i so freaked about what i am in other's eyes.

Why do i feel that no one gets me at all.

Wishing I had a younger brother or older brother only a year in age difference.

neewais. I shall go.

Byeops.

imissyou.