you said that you loved me.

-101231

Posted on: Friday, December 31 @ 1:59 AM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

HEY GUYS!

LAST DAY OF 2010!!

ZOMG CRAZY!

xDD Thinking back to all the crazy tihngs i've done this year.
xDD zomg.

lalalalala.


I'm happy.

Sorry LOLface. I'm on so late. I will sleep. really soon. after this. :}P


Mmkay. So what i did yestreday?

I slept played cod. ate. slept until dinner. ate. mah jong. msn. fb.

Wow. I've done so little i can even list them.

xDD lol..


Mmkay guys.

I hope you spend the rest of this year well. xDD

Love yourself. Love your family. Love life.

Family gatherings.

Look on the brighter sides of it. I'm sure there will be food. o.O XD

There's someone I want to spend the rest of this year with. hmm. I wish could but i cant. sighhh

Welp. Melbourne in 5 days. ZOMG.

Crazy isnt it. xDD

Outing 2 days before i leave.

TUTOR THE NIGHT BEFORE I LEAVE.

CHECK IN IS AT FRIGGIN 6:45 AM.

Tutor finishes at 9. <,,,<

That means i leave home at about 5:30am.

Zomg. poo.

means i wake up about 4:45 or 5 am.

Stupid tutor.

Lol ecorn. xDD Told you enough. Be patient. xB

But I think I like now.
Not so much interested. hmmmm. xDD

Happy days.

Mmkay.

Been listening to screamo.

Wait I've always been. xDD

rah rah rah.

I still dont have credit. T^T I NEED CREDIT.

zomg..

I'm only getting a little bit of money for melbourne.

I'm not even allowed to use the money i worked hard for at work .
sighhh.

OH well.

Going into the bank tomorrow to ask about my card. o.O i dont get the instructions they gave me. o.O lol.

I fail.


RETARD GROUP.
I really hope everyone comes.

Plus berny is coming. So you'll have to come. xDD he just got back from Malaysia. xDD

Mmkay. Let's sleep. xDD

I miss you LOLface. xDD

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101229

Posted on: Wednesday, December 29 @ 10:22 PM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

xDD.
I'm kinda still happy about yesterday. lol.

Not like i'm addicted, but i kinda want more? likle food?
Obviously.

Let's say I'm a pear. does that mean you're an apple?
Oh So Yeah. Today was cool
Neither Andy or I woke up at the right time...
Gab kept telling to wake up. Spent all day at gab's playing balck ops.
Eager to play he even brought his controller over. lol.
Righhhht so....

Loose change. I NOW HAVE A HELLO KITTY COINHOLDER.
Of courrrse you can touch it. lol.



Vajayjays anyone?
Ew. it had woodlice on it.




Dont tell me you dont knwo what it is.
AD. Vs Vamps. GARLIC TAKE THIS.
Nope.
I'm not crazy. Not even the slightest. Not.
Even.
Little bit.
Let's.
ENJOY!

...........................
yay.

New TV. 46" Sony Bravia. yay
Black ops on it is SOOO HOT. -drools-
mmkay then.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101227

Posted on: Monday, December 27 @ 9:19 PM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

Today was rather un eventful.

I woke up late, because i slept late.

I really need to sleep earlier.

So i woke up didnt eat breakfast and started playing batman on ps3.

I played until about 3.40 and gab came over and took my spot.

Then I watched astroboy again. It's still very sad.
In fact, i think i cried more this time.

Right as the movie finished, Josh Seeto and Lucus came over.

We had dinner. Rather large dinner and i went stright back to my room and just fbed and stuff.

It was really weird because i wanted to go back and talk to them, but i was afraid?

Iunno. It was really o.O

Yeah.

So after a while they went into SA's room and they were teaching Sabrina how to play Poker Texas Hold'em. xDD I knew a bit. I got taught when i was drunk, so I dont really remember a lot. but yeah. then we played a bit and i won like 3 times out of 6/7 rounds? yeahhh. No betting though, but we said raise and stuff.

so after that, i went back into my room and started to blog.

I cant remember what happened, but i paused blogging and yeah.

Then came back and here i am.
Man I'm bored.

Yay. Going out tomorrow. Poo. I need money. :D Asking mum. :{P

Going somewhere where we normally dont go? xDD Cool. Sounds fun. xDD



I think it's cute. xDD

Mmkay.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101226

Posted on: Sunday, December 26 @ 8:54 PM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

Boxxing Day. DING DING! KNOCKOUT! K.O.

GAME OVERRRRRRR.


Mmmmhmmm.

So yesterday was Christmass! YAY.


Turns out Tuan and I got the same thing. o.O and half of walter?



Well On the way.

We're getting a TV and we got a PS3! YAY BLACK OPS!

lol. Tuan got a new tv and black ops+PS3.

Walter got PS3?

lol. PMN IS BACK!

Yeah.

Hmmmm. Yeah. So spent the rest of that day playing Black Ops. Until my eyes dried out and they hurt.

o.O

and My eye hurt a lot. Lkie the eyelid.


-----------------26th BOXING DAY DING DING!-----------

I woke up about 8 ish 9?

Had breakfast. Break the fast. because you fast when you're sleeping. o.O xDD I find it cool.


like Imagine Mormeal. Like Morning Meal. Or Mornmeal. Mornfood. Morfood. MOAR FOOD!

Okay shush AD.

So then We dropped SA off to work and we went to garden City.

We went david jones and looked around. No one good looking. I was like ... sighhh.

So after that, i went to work.


5 hours of stupid stupid. 11 - 4.

I had the worse headache. and MY eye was swollen. T^T
I had to change the side of my fringe to cover my eye. T^T
I felt happy when I was able to help someone.

So then after work I checked the roster.
I'm not on next week. wtpoo. Probs gonna kick me cos I'm only christmas casual.

Sigh.

Anyways. So after work, I used the most of my time cos I came out at like 4.15. T^T

I went past yd.
then dad was like... are you sure you want to just walk past? Dont you want anything? Anytihng on sale....


I'm like ZOMG FINEEEEEE! (secretly so happy inside cos my dad knows me. :{P)

So we went back and I looked for pants. Cos I want more skinnnnnnnies. xDD yay.

and and and and and and and and Yd. has sizes 24, 26 and 28. xDD yay. MY sizes.

So i was like o.O there arent any 28 in the styles I want.. -sadface-

Then I saw a 24 in the denim, like the shiney ones. xDD shinee.

and so i was scared as well as my dad cos I got skinnes last time and they were too small. I mean I stil wear them, but they're tight. like really tight. T^T

These ones. Zomg they say skinnies, but they fit me liek a straight. Sigh.

They're white people skinnies. not Asian. T^T but yay. Yd.

I wanted the shoes but they're $99. And I'm paying for half of my pants. They were reduced from $109.95 to $69.95. So yeah, I'me paying about $35. Sighhh.T^T

BUT NEW PANTS! YAY!

HEY NO.1 FAN! xDD

Monimonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmon. Only a week and a few days! Yay.

Lol. xDD

I feel like watching Love and other drugs.

I'm 15 so I can watch it. YAY.


Sooooo, I'm curfewing myself because parents are yelling at me to.

So I'm sleeping earlier now. Limit is 11:30pm.

So I'm only going to talk on msn until then. Then I'll sleep.

Soooo..

About the dream I had when i got home after work.

So (dreammmy~)

I was head of some company. I tihnk it was city beach and i was alking with two people to my appartment.


and so I could see from my view which was head of company and also one of the worker's view.

-w- is worker view
-h- head view.

-w- I said that i was going to kill the head guy.
when we finally got to the appartment, -h- made tea? and then slipped and broke something.

But i saw like a broken tag. like from city beach if you buy a wallet, they come in a hanger tag thing.

yeah well that was ripped and the soft tag was still on. (probs cos i was looking out for these at work because people stole a lot of stuff.. sighh)

and then -w- pulled out a gun and shot, but like shot right in the gab so it miss -h-'s head. but -h- said oooooowwwwwieess and rolled back and out the appartment, but then was able to jump like crazy.


like i was suddenly prototype. LOL..

Then i woke up..


Some crazy dreaamm..

Photo timeeee.




So this was when i was playing Black Ops. I shot a guy with a pistol and his foot stayed on the ground. I was like WHOA THE GRAPHICS. wait till i get the new tv. xDD





When jesh, walter, euniece and I were at plaza after TRON. xDD
we took picturess. This is the most of a picture you'll ever get of euniece.





Zomg Christmass day. Family friends came over and they little kids played with bubbles. xDD zomg. the far one is pretty.





So i found this on my phone. Stupid friend at tutor took a photo of me when i was studying my but off at tutor. I didnt even notice.

Mmmmkay. xDDD

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101224 - 2 CHRISTMAS EVE

Posted on: Friday, December 24 @ 3:59 PM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

Quick post before i go to work and Christmas eve party.

So I wont be seeing any of you before tomorrow morning.


so...


MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I HOPE YOU ALL GET WHAT YOU WISHED FOR.


Only if you were good. xDD

Mmkay.


About last night's dream.

I had a scary dream of getting bashed.

Like i'd get hit and i'd fall, then i'd get back up to punch them, but i got punched and pushed back down..



depressing.


anyways.


MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I'd hug you, but i'm so far away from you.

Lol literally.

I'm in the middle of whoopwhoop.


sighh..


MMKAY! HAVE FUN!

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101224

@ 1:09 AM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

Christmas eve guys.

yayayayayayayayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

I don't know what to blog about.

Oh I played Animal Crossing.
I weeded the entire town.
I'm so proud.

So I'm working 5 - 8 tonight.

Yay for money.
Poo for having to deal with rude/angry/meaniepoo customers.

sighhh.


Monnnnnnnn.
xDDD


Walterrrr.
Straight one. lol. xDD

Euniece.
Here's your post.

Chinen.
Why do you make me happy, but yet so sad.

Christmass is tomorrow.

WTPOO.

WHY AM I NOT EXCITED.

HELP ME.

Makes me think.... what did i do last christmas.


hmmmmmmmm.

I cant remember..

I mean i know i was still ....
but like what happened?


poo.


sighh.

oh wells.

I just finished my family's present.

I'm exhausted. maynn..


Mmkay. Nights people

Morning.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101223

Posted on: Thursday, December 23 @ 2:42 AM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

YEY. I feel happier. xDD

yayyy.

So I shall start blogging again. xDD

Man the past few week have been crazy.
Happy. Sad. and all everything else.

So It's 2 days till christmas.
It doesnt even feel like it. xDD

Work is tiring.
My gawd.
it's like rawr.

Customer raged at me. Because i had to check his bag. T^T

It's not like I was harrassing him, or framing him.

He was like,
"I DON'T HAVE THE TIME!"
I'm like,
"I'm sorry sir, but I have to check your bag."
He's like, as he is walking out the doors,
" I JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME."

T^T His face made me want to cry.

Then after, because we're setting up for boxing day, we had to put a lot of stuff up and I had to do recovery which is put everything in order, make sure all the hangers are facing into the middle of the store, or the front of the store. And I was doing the entire Ladies section and there were a lot of things out of place and I had to put them in the right place. And I wasnt finished in 1.5 hours and my manager raged at me.

Sighhh.


anywaysss, other than that, it was a pretty good day at work.


Oh before work at plaza.

My time order is totally out of whack.

I saw Tim, Courtney, Amy Q, Julia, Ed, Felix, James Luu, and William.

xDD Tim Hugged me.

Lol. I sound gay.

But yeah. yay.


ermm before that, Gab ... Lol i just noticed, gab backwards is bag. LOL

mmkay..

before that gab and i spent about a good 45 minutes playing coin flick. or yeahh..

where we were flicking the coin. xDD mannn so fun.

it was so intense.

ohh Chatime. Go on their fb and print out their promotion thingo... wait up i'll find the image for you.

Buy 1 get 1 freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


YES EUNIECE. FREEEE.

One for your sister, one for you.

Lol..




So as most people know I did the 'Like My Status And I'll ...'

Yeah.

That was crazy. xDD

So many people.

I spent a lot of time doing it.

But it was fun. Made me think of all the old times.

xDD.
PICTURE TIME



This was when Cathy, Daniel Tseng and I went out. xDD

IT was awesome. we watched due date. xDD So It looks liek i was taking a photo of the person who was taking a photo of me (cathy) but i wasnt.
There was actually a REALLY PRETTY GIRL behind her. she was serving at the restruant. Zomg she was so cute and pretty. mannn. drools. no really I did. xDD Jokes. -shiftyeyes-



LOL. Raveparty. Picture of me when i win.

I clap.

Yeah.. So that's a tiny part of how my holidays have been. How have yours been?

I'll read your blog. ;{P

See you soon. xDD Let's go on an outing. YAY.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101214

Posted on: Tuesday, December 14 @ 2:20 PM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

So considering chaning blog skins. I've tried multiple times.

But failed.

Sigh.

Monnnnnnimonmonmon. xDD
<3 xDD i love it.

Hopefully cathy uploads photos.


mmkay. Well a lot has happened.

Blogging for myself.

lol Bored as I am.

Hello Andy.

This is stupid.

Lol. WHO READS!

I DO! lol. <,,< I read my own blog.

Mmkay LEt's go stalk a horse.

Byeee


I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101208

Posted on: Wednesday, December 8 @ 4:11 PM

Yosu!!~



LINKIN PARK. xDD


I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cuz you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now, hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Time won't tell
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored


Man. I love screaming. xDD I'm getting okay at it. xDD
I still cant get the high ones but i can do low ones. xDD
But I keep airing out. <,,< Like i lose too much air.

Need bigger lungs. xDD

Finished Hi My Sweethear.

I wanna get good at MT. xDD hehehe. xDD
I need Money.

Owwies Weak heart. xDD lol They're coming back.<,,,< Stupid

Raveparty. xDD I like it. xDD



I HOPE YOUR EYEBALL GET'S BETTER.


Snow. I really need to talk to you.

Andy. Where are you?
Dotter. Hello. Yes I'm very hateful. xDD But I dont hate you. You should know that. Dont say I didnt say i dont. because you should know that already.


You. What are you doing. Where are you. Isolating yourself. Like me. But that's not the point. People want you. They're not understanding you.


Jerry. I care for you.

mei you ren huei dan xin wo. xDD


HA.ha

Monimonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmonmomnomnomon. I'm still looking. Dx I cant wait till we hug. xDD

Man. I feel like killing.
haha. no not really. I found the time. and the feelings and everything that are the fuel for chopping. xDD hahaha.


Mmkay. I'm going crazy.

I have tutor 3 times a week. xDD all together 15 hours.

lol/ fml.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101204

Posted on: Saturday, December 4 @ 1:12 AM

Yosu!!~

Tutor today.

Lol I hate you.

Stop talking to me.

Anything you want to know. Ask.

I wont guarentee you'll hear something you will like.

Whatever. No one reads.

Or the person who reads is the person I dont want to be reading this.

I hate you all.

Go away.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

Fk You.

Posted on: Friday, December 3 @ 1:42 AM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

The weather outside the window, is like your ever-changing expressions.
it starts to rain. And the rain cries with me.
it is blurry, but I don't want to see clearly.

Leaving you, I silently retreat.
I can't bare to tell our story.
My tears flow into my heart and I'm learning to give up.

Listening to the rain, the rhythm is distinct. Your breathing soaks my love like the falling rain.
I hope that rain will continue to pour.
Let me continue to miss you
Let my love become transparent
I fell in love with the courage that gave me 'Rainie love'.

The raindrops outside the window slowly accumulate
The moisture indoors are like my memories of my love for you
I hope that rain will continue to pour.
This secret of my rainy love will last forever
I believe that I will see the beauty of the rainbow.

The Cold air, is suffocating and I cannot breathe.
Being the distance of 10,000 raindrops lets love fade completely away.

Leaving you, I silently retreat.
I can't bare to tell our story.
My tears flow into my heart and I'm learning to give up.

Listening to the rain, the rhythm is distinct. Your breathing soaks my love like the falling rain.
I hope that rain will continue to pour.
Let me continue to miss you
Let my love become transparent
I fell in love with the courage that gave me 'Rainie love'.

The raindrops outside the window slowly accumulate
The moisture indoors are like my memories of my love for you
I hope that rain will continue to pour.
This secret of my rainy love will last forever
I believe that I will see the beauty of the rainbow.

The moisture indoors
are like my memories of my love for you
I hope that the rain will continue to pour
this secret of my rainy love
will last forever
I believe that I will
see the beauty of the rainbow


Go fk yourself.

I hate you all.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-101201

Posted on: Wednesday, December 1 @ 12:53 AM

Yosu!!~

Hey Guys.

Pinch and punch for the first day of the month. Why am I awake.

So I guess, I'm taking some time out to let you know,
I dont get a lot of things.

It's stunned me. I dont get a lot of people.
it's scaring me.

I've been listening to Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~

I like it. Her voice. I thought it was a guy at first.

hmm. I just finished claymore.

It's really good. I liked it. A lot.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.