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Posted on: Tuesday, November 30 @ 9:11 PM
Yosu!!~Hey Guys.
To let people know, I odnt answer calls from no numbers/witheld/private number.
I dont. I just dont. I have my reasons. Assume all you like.
on the other hand, why did you do it?
Down to the bone? shit man.
I do wonder. What did it feel like?
makes me feel weird. like i should have done more.
I wish i had done more. lol.
<,,< stupid wishing i had done things.
lol. last night.
I had my first dream of her.
We were together.
I'm sorry for lying to you. I only wanted to see how you would react.
Obviously made things worse.
lol. Just thinking.
When the wind blows past you, are you sure the wind is moving past you? Or are you getting sucked in?
Why do I hope? Man why is my blog skin so emo. Wtpoo.
I tried to change it, but it took so long and it just didnt work, so i left it.
sigh.
4 weeks is a long time for me to wait. But i think i'll last.
You asked me to wait. And so I will. Better keep you off my mind, or it'll just feel weird.
Hi there. Fancy seeing you here. Lol. To find out what i dreaded. I guess I should be happy for your happiness. I talk to plants. Am I weird?
Why does it rain in the shower? It rains when I watch movies. It rain when I listen to music. It rains when i'm in bed. It rains more now a days. lol. That's true.. lol it has been raining. xDD Corn. You know what i'm talking about.
How do you feel? How does it feel? That you made him like that?
You dont think he feels pain? You love comparing. Saying that it's worse for you.
My sister told me not to compare pain and grief. I didnt understand when she told me, so i continued to do so. Until one day my pain was compared to. That's when it hit me. Everyone is different. you cant just say you pain is more that someone elses. you cant say that his pain is more than hers. Everyone hurts differently. Everyone is in a different environment. Different people. Different person.
You want to do it so much. If you satisfy your lust, does it not mean you will be also lustful of others pain?
man. The aura is weird now. o.O lol.
Mmkay. So Hollydays guys. Do crazy things, but not too crazy. dont hurt yourself. Dx
okay. So I'm off.
I shall go.
Byebye.
Poo.