you said that you loved me.

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Posted on: Sunday, September 19 @ 7:08 PM

Yosu!!~



My thoat is sore. My lips have cold sores. I have the massivest ulccer. My head aches. My stomach is upset. My body knows that it's lacking you. You're the life in my life. Without you, my body is dying. My mind is empty.

When you stopped watering,
the bloom started withering.
No matter how much you wanted it back,
the love and care was what it lacked.
Why did you not cherish it when it was alive,
now it has no chance to survive.
You made me count the days we were together,
for they were easier to count than the days we didnt see each other.

I try my best to bloom for you,
but you tell me that my bloom lacks,
the beauty, I've been falsely accused,
of a love I didnt give back.

You say you'd pet me everyday
only to yell at me in my face.
I try a different way,
only to make you more pissed and angry.

You run up behind and you give me a hug,
I greet you with hope but you think I shrug.
You let go of me and say I dont care,
you think from my view that this is fair?
That I come to greet you again,
but you say my face is not sincere and then,
you run away crying in pain.

I try my best to make amendments,
but do you care that I made then for you?
For you take out my misjudgments,
and used it to make me feel poo.

I try to make it right for you
and do you see what i've done
for is it right for you?

I love you. I hate arguments.
I feel the answer to your question coming.

I'm hurt but, I guess. I have to do it.

I'm still not sure. I dont know. GAH
T^T

Poo.