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Posted on: Saturday, September 18 @ 12:27 AM
Yosu!!~Hey. Guys.
Everyday. We get good. Then straight away we argue.
I'm so sick of arguing.
You don't stop to think that, yes, I have made a major mistake. And you're never going to forgive me. You're never going to get over it. You're never going to see thorugh the problem. You're just going to leave it there and keep looking back at it, so you may get fustrated once again.
You said I dont hug you like I used to. I hug you more. And you say I hug you weirdly. You ask me to hug you tighter, and I hug you tighter, and you say I hug you too tight.
I wanted you to be happy with youself. You can say you're happy with yourself, but you dont feel it.
Everytime we argue, you go back to something. The mistake I made. Yes. I did things I should not have done. Caused more pain for everyone.
You dont see that when I see you smile, I feel happy too. When you feel good, I feel good too? When you stop thinking you're too fat, you're not pretty, you're not good looking, just for a while, I'm happy. I want you to be greatful the way you are.
You keep referring to her. You don't understand that I've tried really hard to fix that. Do you. I've caused you a lot of pain, I know. I've tried.
The other night, you said 'Believe it or not, I have feelings too.'
I know you have feelings. If you didnt, then I'd be going crazy just to make a little emotion come out of you.
You think she is always on my mind. It's funny now lovers turn to sisters, and sisters turn into lovers.
We were never lovers. There was never a 'we'.
YOU and I have a we. But you're making it hard to maintain.
huh. Believe it or not, I've been trying to impress you. But you dont feel that. You feel that I dont care about you. I can do whatever I want. The things you do and the things I do should be kept to ourselves? mmkay.
You make your love for me seem like so much. I know you love me a lot. I love you heaps too. But when you say ' If it's even love.' No.
your feeligns arent for me
youre feelings are great too
they're just not in my direction
Huh.
heartless jerk
freaken flirt
you have no feelings towards me now
Great. And to think that we're still together.
Tell me, does this sound like the talk from a person who is apparently your girlfriend?
oh right,
We've broken up.
318 Days.
ADroonie.
I'm so sorry.