you said that you loved me.

-100428

Posted on: Wednesday, April 28 @ 5:49 PM


Yosu!!~

I now have a shirt which chinen wears in this picture. xDD

Doonie and I are okay now. xDD A few more to be fixed.

Yeah. Zomg Blogging at the last minute. Gonna go eat out tonight. Dx xDD

Yesh.

Mmkay.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-100414

Posted on: Wednesday, April 14 @ 12:22 AM

Yosu!!~

reason why i didnt like tuan and walter going to danielle's house every friday...


Today, I felt like being spontaneous by surprising my girlfriend with flowers and a box of chocolates to say "I love you". It turns out, I should've called ahead before I went over to her house; one of my friends was already there. They certainly weren't playing video games. FML


there. <,<

i shall go.

byebye.


Poo.

-100413

Posted on: Tuesday, April 13 @ 11:14 PM


Yosu!!~

You live in a house. A house is a home when you live with pepole you love and those people love you.

Without the people who love you and the pepole you love, you live in no home, but a house.

But why live in that house if no one is to love you.

You want to go, just go.

"Do you believe me when I say I love you?"
"Yeah."
- Long Silence -
"Okay."


Great. This is great.
Everyone thinks i don't care about them.
Even my mum.


I go to the pantry to get chips to eat.
Then she's like oh okay eat some.
I open the packet and she eats them and i leave them there.
I go back after i couple of minutes after she left them there to get 1 chip,
she goes on and on about how she's cooking dinner and i'll spoil dinner and wont eat any dinner.

so i put the chips back and walk away.. pretty pissed.
Then my mum says "CLOSE THE PANTRY!!!!"
And so i sighed.
She then said "I'm sorry i'm a stupid mum. i'm sorry okay? close the pantry."
I closed it and said "When did i say that you were a stupid mum?”
She said “All you ever want from me is just money. You never care for me.”
I Said “ Whenever I come close to you, try to talk to you hug you, you just push me aside.”

I went in my room locked the door and put the bedside table against the door.
I then pilled up clothes a blanket, domokun and Danielle’s Pjs.

I unlocked the grille, and opened the window wide .

It’s true isn’t it.

Every time I care for someone they say I never care for them.

Dismissing your problem wont make it go away.
Danielle thinks the same.
Same as my mum.

Thinking Is blaming everything on yourself will make others happy, then it’s worth doing it.


Not everyone will appreciate what you have done. Not everyone will be happy.

Believe in yourself.
If you fail to prepare, you are preparing to fail.


Talk to someone. Counsellor. Talk. Arrange a time.
<,< you need to talk to someone. You cant just keep bottling up everything.
You end up breaking down. Crying until you cant breathe.


<,<
Why don’t you understand.

So D and S are no more.
Simmon Devina. I’m sorry for your loses.


Yeah.

Life is getting more screwed up. Everyday.
Philip and Ellen.
Are no more.


<,<
why is this happening.

Daniel park doesn’t want me anymore.
Thinks that he’s been replaced.
How do I prove to him he hasn’t been.

Yet no one believes me.

Omega.

Stress everywhere.


I told dong about simmon and devina’s breakup.
Then somehow simmon finds out.
And I’m left as the bad guy.


Dong says “Oh everybody has been asking him. So yeah.”
I said it’s fine for him to say because it’s his story, I’m not the person who is meant to tell anyone.

Gah.

I’ve lost the trust of almost all my close friends…



Great.


Yeah.

I shall go.

Byebye.

Poo.

-100406

Posted on: Tuesday, April 6 @ 12:08 AM



Yosu!!~


HI PEOPLESSSS
long time no blog xDD

sorry peoples

mmkay
to summarise what i've done over the time i havent blogged.
5 MONTHS BABY RAWR XDDDD


JUSTIN BIEBER
BABY
LUDICRIS
GOT FOOLED ON APRIL FOOLS
DOUBLE DATE ON 9TH OF APRIL
DEVINA AND SIMMON ARE TOGETHER
...
FOUND MY NIKE CAP
DOONIE WENT TO SYDNEY
LEARNT HOW TO CROWN A WITCH ON L4D2
2As 1B 2Cs 1D
Bl.

mmkay

this sunfday is DDDay
Double Date Day
Danielle Devina Day


The day Simmon and I make our girl HAPPY xDDDD
xDDDD
HI FIVE SIMMON XDDDDD

mmkay
yeah
ermm
yeah
that's kinda it sorry aobut the short blog.
mmkay

I shall go.

Byebye.
Poo.